Baby,top. || 3:06:00 AM

been a month since elfy staying wif us for some reasons.
well, mom and dad like him so much.
too much i guess.
mom started to talk abt the future.
mine of course.

she actually wanted elfy's side to come masuk minang quicky.
but. i objected it.
u know.. i jus finished sch.
i need to work.
its all about money.
me n elfy actually planned not to get engaged.
but since mom want it that way... hmmm
i dunno.
im jus not preapred for everythg.
Baby,top. || 12:46:00 AM

Baby,top. || 6:46:00 PM

Baby,top. || 6:29:00 PM

Im still alive.

been busy for ages.
as u know FYP... bla bla. bla.
it was shitty tho. when lecturers turned to 2 face bastards during the stage 3 of the assessments. the external assessor was a bitch too. ouh well. i didnt bother to go into details abt it. all i knew i did my best.. i gave my all out.i leave it to god for the rest.

graduation show will be held next week. and i think i need to get my stuff done. businesscards.. portfolio.. amendments of works... ya... and tomorrow will be the briefing. so i should get all the information down. not sure if we gonna exhibit our works in media or print form.. but.. arghhhh... my old laptop and hdd died on me. so most of my work is gone. sad isnt it. part and parcel of life. for my grad show...i decided nt to call my parents. bcos i dun see the point. mom is in her lala land. dad is being dad all the time. i've decided to call some of my close friends and my cuzin for the grad show. i guess most of my friends parents will be down. but what can i do. for sure im hoping that Elfy and sharul to come down. cos i know that they are my best supporter. n hopefully fizhan can make it as well.. these are the 3 guys that is soo important to me..

relationship seems to be a blust... i jus loves him soo much.. nothg else. can?
:D
Baby,top. || 6:09:00 PM

sudah puaskah kau menyakiti aku
sudah puaskah kau melukai aku
hingga ku kecewa
sudah puaskah kau mengkhianati aku
sudah puaskah kau mempermainkan aku
kini ku kecewa..
Baby,top. || 1:17:00 AM

it wasnt my intention to expose eveythg to peeps around me about ur bad.
but u keep on talking about ur suffering after i moved on wid elfy.
i was badly pissed off.
yup. 7 solid years i been keeping everythg to myself.
bcos i think u'r too much that day. n everyone keeps pointin at my fault.

now i guess,
they know the real story y i broke wid Dan.
so now u guys can stop pushing the blame to elfy.

im sorry to everyone who has got infected.
never a sec i though of exposing all that rubbish on that nite.

i guess its time for me to put myself first than thinkin about others.
Baby,top. || 1:35:00 AM

there's so much that i wish i can do
there's so much that i wish i can try.

but i know.... i cant do all that.
Baby,top. || 2:41:00 AM

coming to our 8th month together and we are still strong as ever.



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Syahirah Sharruddin
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Pampared by her love :)
Sleepin is her hobby.
3rd Year in NAFA
Graphics Design as her major
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